apply. apply. apply.

winter is settling in.

to be like you

to just be, sit, become covered with dust, damp from condensation, cold from the draft.

& you are

days gone by

& when the world ends we will stay here.

& you will grow and tangle into everything.

while the sea lies calm you lie through your teeth.

cut through me

& when you look at me

construction

& this is the night that is hard to forget and i am okay with that.

this is the quiet i long for.
this is the dream of seven am.

lucy.
a bitch with an agenda.

& then she was spliced in two.

how does your garden grow?

i can't do this.

we're always trying to trap each other.
i won't let you.

draw more.
wear skirts.
do your fucking laundry (sometimes).

we will never fully understand the feeling of each others skin
so we just stop touching.